Dear journal:In the morning i went to school.When i got their I sat down with my friends Yasmin,Alex,Tilly& Sofie.They were playing sit down handball so I put my bag down and sat down but Tilly the little snorty,bitch.retarted punie girl just shoved her bag over 2 the left and smiled at meThen my other friend came her name was Erin she and another girl found an injured bird on the way to school.So she told Mrs Graham our pricipal and she went to the office and got a little box 4 Erin 2 put the baby bird in.Then the bell rang and we went 2 class.I sat in my chair then our teacher was talking onand on and on so i just sat their in my seat. Then after she finished talking she gave us a spelling sheet we had to do.Then half way through Mrs proudfoot said that there was a christmas concert on in the hall that we had to go to.After that it was recess then we went into the classroom done the rest of our work then it was lunch after that we went home.
Dear journal:
its nearly time 4 school . but im already to go but its too early so ye any got 2 go seya at 3:00 k peoples seyas
back again things seem to go from bad to worse in my house not only have i still got most of my christmas shopping still to do and shed load of appointments to goto now i find out my son has to gointo hospital on the 29th dec for his second op .which means the rest of the holidays running back and forwaard to hospitals and appointments he will be on cruches for about ten weeks and if thats not enough my house is getting modernised on the 18th feb .by the time i get through this lot i will need a holliday. fat chance of that though i havent had one of those for 20 years . well never mind i'm sure the christmas cheer will get me through it all or it will if i drink enough of it lol .
I have gone through this with myself over and over again, and each time when I thought I have found a new friend whom I can trust and depend on... I got disappointed again. I kept falling in and out of this belief of friends forever, or this belief could never be applied to me.
I don't know if it's my silly thinking, or the way I am that caused myself to be disapointed.
I know that no one is a lone island in this world and we are meant to work together. Yea, maybe. But I feel that other than that, I'm... all alone. People whom I called friends kept giving me false hope, empty promises.
I don't know what to say.
Come to find out it must not have been pink eye. I treated it for 3 days and it never got better. I started washing it with baby soap and it slowly got better! HUM! Went to the eye Doc Friday and she said it looked fine and that appt. went well, ordered another years worth of contacts and good to go!
My teeth, on my right side.still hurt a little off and on, not quite sure what that is, but I go in for my first crown in two days! NOT excited for that! Actually I am scared.
So good to have God on my side, we had safe travels this weekend (To spearfish and Belle) even in the 4-6 in. of snow we got around here and the Hills! My boys seem well again and BEST OF ALL!!!! JETT HAS BEEN DRY 4 NIGHTS IN A ROW!!!! I AM SOOOOO EXCITED!
arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrg?!?!
No more money. need more money!!!!!